Saturday, June 30, 2007

ايجابيات مدونتاتنا

هذة دعوة للاحتفال بما حققه المدونيين المثليين والمثليات
في العالم العربي

سامر الصامت ورومانسية الافلام الابيض والاسود وقصصةالرومانسيةالمشوقة وتشوقيه المستمر لمتباعة كل قصصة










مثلي قوي وتشجيعة المستمر لكل المثليين ومن منا
ينسى موضوعة الاخير عن رامي وقلقة علية ودعوتة
للكتابة من جديد





توأم القدر واحلام شاب مثلي ،وقصة حبهم التي
تثبت خطاء نظريتي بان ليس هناك حب في عالم مثليي
الجنس -انا مازلت مؤمن بنظريتي






يوميات مثلي بالفطرة
وعلو صوت العقل في كتابتة
واشاركه معظم ار ائة


يوميات مثلي من الاردن
يوميات مثلي من الاردن
واضافته الجديدة الى مدوناتنا
في كونه مثلي وعلماني




غير محدد
ولغتة العربية الجميلة التي تجبرني المدوامة
على قراءة مدونتة مع العلم لا افهم ماذا
يريد ان يقول احيانا



الشفافية ،العائلة والزمن القديم والقيم وزمن ابي
وامي وعائلتة المثالية
ايضا اضافة لنا





يوميات كريم وكليباته الجميلة





واحة المشاعر
ونصائحها للحفاظ على الحبيب الذي لم ياتي بعد




اجندا حمرا التي اجد نفسي في كتابتها






يوميات امراة مثلية
وعالم المثليات والافكار اليومية التي كلنا نمر به





عصفوووور
تنزيل وحفظ الكليبات ومواضيعة المختلفة




دخان ورماد
وافكارها المثيرة للعقل







اسبوعيات مثلي و حماسه المستمر





انا مثلية
ومدونتها مساحتها التي تدون فيها حياتها




المتوحد
شاب محب للحياة والناس ، مدونتة للتعبير عن مخاوفة والامه
ومدخل لاكتشاف نفسة والاخرين





والكثير والكثيرين من غيرهم


فمرحى
لنا جميعا بهم

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Meaning of Sex



Sex is impulse, sex is urge
sex means different things
to different people.


I don't know about you or him/her or anyone
so I can't talk about anyone but myself here.
I need to have sex and I want to have sex.
I do sleep around, I'm sure lots of people now
called me the S word.


Sex to me means different things.

I want to have sex when I want to feel the warmth
of a man's body next to mine.

I want to have sex when I want to feel good about myself

I want to have sex when I want to feel desired

I want to have sex when I want to please

I want to have sex when I want to be pleased

I want to have sex when I want to be dominant

I want to have sex when I want to be submissive

I want to have sex when I want to be manly

I want to have sex when I want to be feminine

I want to have sex when I am lonely

I want to have sex when I am angry

I want to have sex when I am not sure about my sexuality

I want to have sex when I question my manhood

I want to have sex when I want to feel bad

I want to have sex when I want to feel filthy

Monday, June 25, 2007

Coming Out!




Would you consider coming out to the world one day?


I decided to come out to the whole world if you have any suggestion
for my come out please let me know. Oh yeah, if you were gay think
as straight and let me know why I should or shouldn't come out.
And if you were straight think as gay and let me know why should
or shouldn't I come out.

Are You Out!



z: Are you Out?
x: I'm out to some, my brothers in law, and some of my straight friends.

z: wow, kooool, how did they take it?
x: well,they are okay with it,one of my straight friends just asked me
not to talk about it with him.

z: how did it make you feel?
x: I'm okay with it,we are still good buddies

z: why did you tell them?
x: I really wanted to share it with my friends, there were times when my
straight friend,I,and my boyfriend at the time used to hang out a lot
together.It was really uncomfortable cuz my bf & I couldn't be ourselves.

z: Do your parents know?
x: well,my mom sure suspects it,as they say mothers usually the first to
know. Dad, I tried to tell him few months ago but backed up last minute
when he said it's still socially unacceptable.He thinks homosexuality is
deviation. I think he would be okay with it more than my mom.

x: Do you feel like telling them?
z: Well,I will eventually tell my old man. My mom has this fantasy of me
getting married and have kids and whatever.I hate to be the one to ruin
that fantasy for her besides she knows I'won't get married or anything.

x: Does anyone in your work place know about you?
z: Not really.I'm out to one of my colleagues. He's gay too. I knew about
him through a mutual gay friend so I came out to him. I don't see a
point of coming out in the work place or to be socially involoved with
colleagues cuz then it would be mixing business with pleasure.

x: How do you feel about those who want to come out?
z: If you are still studing I don't advise you to do it especially coming
out to family members, at least you have to be financially independent.
At the work place, if you weren't sleeping with them why would you tell
them. Friends, depends how close you are with them besideds we gays
usually like to be friends with other gays than straights.

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Romantic Clip




I don't know what the song says but really like the music.

Wednesday, June 6, 2007

Sudanese & Gay!

Well, this post is for Sudanese bloggers and those who check my blog.
First, thank you for checking my blog.

I got a sense that my blog is a problem for some of my native bloggers .
I really don't know what's the problem. Is it because I'm Sudanese or
gay or posting as Sudanese gay?

Actually, I don't like to give multiple reosons because eventually your
mind will think about the choices in front of you only. Anyway, the
above choices are what my stupid mind came up with.

Okay then, if the reason is because I'm Sudanese, I guess you are
questioning my sudanese nationality. If that the case, last time I
checked my passport was sudanese; which was 2 days ago.

Then, if it's matter of my sexual orientation, forgive me for saying this,
it's non of anyone damn business. If you haven't heard or seen of any
gays in Sudan then allow me to tell you "You Don't live In The Real
World then".

What's left then, oh yeah posting as Sudanese Gay. Well, I'm Sudanese
and Proud Gay Also. As far as I know I have all the rights to post and
post whatever I want to as long as I'm not hurting anyone.

If you have any logical reasons I shouldn't post as Sudanese Gay,
please do share them with US.

Sunday, June 3, 2007

من تختار

اقراء في المواقع الالكترونية عن قصص الحب والغرام
اشاهد في الافلام الرومانسية دفء العواطف بين الحبيبين
واسمع عن اهات والام ولذة وشغف العشق

قرأت في احد الاحصات ان عمر حياة زوج مثليي الجنس 18 شهرا
وواقع ما اراه في المجتمع المثلي 3 اشهر

فاذا قيس وليلى لم ينتهيا معا
واذا روميو وجوليت اجتمعا في الموت
واذا اينس لم يعترف لجاك بحبه
فلما اسير في هذا الطريق

لما هذا الشوق لعاطفة جياشة
لما هذا الاحساس بالوحدة
لما هذا الشعور بعدم الانتماء

القلب يقول نعم والعقل يقول لا
فبمن اثق
قلب قد يوصلني الى شغف ثواني و اهات سنين
ولا عقل يوصلني الى راحة دون حياة

فماذا تختار يا أنا
اختار العقل